Just smile.

Halloween

2011-10-30T10:58:00.000-07:00

It's Halloween people! I have a funny story to tell.

A few years back, in my hometown, I held a Halloween party for me and my friends to enjoy. Unfortunately, not a lot of people came. But there were people who came. So once the party started, we all went up to my room and closed the lights. Told ghost stories and gave chills to each other in a very childish way. After that, we played a game. I'm sure that the game "hide and seek" is familiar to you all. Anyways, we played that. I was it. 1.. 2.. 3... 10 :D It was time to find every single one of them. When I opened ne of my cabinet, HOORAY! I found one of them hiding. She was shocked when I found her! Wanna know what happened next?

*drum rolls*

She peed in my closet!!!! O.o

Can you believe that?

-sweetnightmares-

Somebody's Me

2011-10-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

Typically inlove again.

Pathetic as it sounds, cupid shot me with his arrow again... This time it's gonna be different. I'm sure.. I hope I am.

He's the type of guy a girl would be proud of having. So pure and innocent. So clean yet so ugh... It's really attractive how a guy knows nothing about intimate things. Sometimes I get tempted to do things Hejaz never done before. I just do all that I can to resist it. Even though I know that he wants it too, I am not going to bring it to the next level. It's just wrong...

I'm terrified that once he gets what he wants, he'll just look for me for that and the mutual lovey dovey feeling will go missing...

Well, anyways.. That's it for now.

-sweetnightmares ;)

2011-08-31T19:49:00.000-07:00

Everybody has got their own certain problems. But problems always have solutions if you're smart enough to think of one. Love, education, money, health.. there are so many kinds of problems..

1. Accept that it is a problem.

2. Think before doing something about it 'cause it might just get worst.

3. Take action.

But of course the best solution is early prevention. Don't cause trouble and you won't be in a bad situation.

This is pretty easy to say but actually it's really hard to apply in reality. After all, we're all just humans.

The Sea

2011-08-27T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hey people~ It's been a long time since I blogged. Well, I'm back xD

Our topic now is.... SEA SERPENTS!!

Do you believe that they exist? I believe. I mean.. how is it possible that we can just imagine a creature like that?

They are truly magnificent creatures.

95% of our ocean are unexplored. We can't rely on photos. By itself, it doesn't prove anything.

Do your research.

I know I can.. I know I can.. I can't.

2011-07-31T01:18:00.000-07:00

There are so many easy things in life. But there are so many harder things! Like ugh..

I tell myself yes yes yes. I'm smart! I should be able to do this. but no~ I can't -.- sibeh susah. jsahlkdwkah

What the fuck is this and that?

Short post just to express how I feel :D Facebook ain't enough ;)

GOING BOOM BOOM BOOM!

It's a carzy life.

2011-07-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

When there's left, there's right. When there's paradise, there's hell. It's like a giant roller coaster ride.

Sometimes you just want to live and sometimes you just want to die.

Recently, I've been feeling down. And I've been finding more things to cry about than before. I hope writing about this helps even a little. It's like my skin is being skinned alive slowly and/or my flesh is full of paper cuts and someone pour salt all over me.

My head is spinning round and round. I think about this and that. It's driving me insane!

That sweet girl I once used to be...

I became someone so dead...

Restless.

2011-06-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

The feeling of knowing that you are waiting for something that's not gonna come. You know it won't come but you still wait... and wait...

When you love somebody, and they're gone, you either give up life or keep waiting restlessly.

She's still there standing. She's living but she's already dead.

A bride who was supposed to be.

Where is he?....

Rats

2011-06-19T11:18:00.000-07:00

Recently I saw:

Lizards having sex.
A rat pooping.
A baby moaning.

Only those three sad...

Scene 1:
Me: Tummy hurting. Need to go poo poo.
*Went to the toilet.*
*Opens door*
Me: Finally here in my second heaven. x3
*A rat appears by the window thingy*
*Shows his butt and hid its face*
*PLOOP!*
Me: OMFG! fisjakdfhasfnshfues!!!!!! Not gonna poop anymore!
*Closes light, closes door and ran back upstairs.*

Scene 2:
Me: Hmm.. I'm hungry. Gonna eat instant noodles.
*Cooks noodles*
*SLURP SLURP*
Me: Yummy for mah tummehh~
*Finished eating*
*On my way to throw. Opens door.*
*RAT RAN TOWARDS ME*
*Closes door!*
*BANG! Rat hits the door.*
Me: What am I?! Some rat attractinator? ><

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Big fat brown rats!

IT LOOKED LIKE THAT!

It was so horrifying D:

A need to say those 8 letters.

2011-06-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

I literally dream of you every night. I dream of you kissing me when you're not really. I dream of you being beside me everytime I'm alone.

Happy 4th monthsary love. (:

No matter how far the distance between us is, as long as there is love, we will survive.

SINGING TIME!

At first I was afraid, I was petrified. I couldn't love someone cause I know it'll end some time. But then I laid eyes on you, you made my heart melt. I grew strong. I knew we will last long. Come on now LOVE! We're far away. Whatever time we spent we will remember forever and a day.

I don't know how to change the other lyrics hahahaha

Two people were having a convo. J and K. K= girl. J= boy.

J said: I love you.

K said: You doesn't love I.

J said: I = me. You = you.

K said.: My name is not "you". it is K

J got annoyed but was so inlove with K that he just kept quiet, stared into K's eyes.

K finally understood what J meant and said: Marry me.

Senseless convo ahahahha!

When I see your face, my boyfriend's penis start to raise~ cause you're so sexay, just the way you are.

Babeh~ I soda veli inwuv with yyaw.

Decent way of saying it:
I love you. (:

I no picture to put ascjhsfjkasnjfhwa!

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Titleless

2011-06-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

Sometimes less is more.. But everything has its own good and bad points.

The more you love, the more you will get hurt.

The more things you have, the more you will worry about thieves.

Less is sometimes better.

In my opinion, I'd rather let go. One less person means one less problem.

I recently heard.. time heals all wounds. That saying points out that pain is temporary.

I have just one question. How long does it take?

Giving up.

2011-06-06T10:15:00.000-07:00

What's worth living for? My family... everyone surrounding me... will someday let go. I can't trust anyone. Not even myself. Give up on me now so I can hang myself.

SUICIDE suicide Suicide suicide SUICIDE suicide SUICIDE

die die die die die

Gonna waste this pretty face.

Ching Lien ^^

2011-06-04T18:02:00.000-07:00

xzhckjaxjlkfbsijgslkNL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUTE DIE!

Especially in person ><

Why didn't you let me...

2011-06-02T18:18:00.000-07:00

I was so ready to slice my wrist with a knife... you didn't let me.. fuck you..

Wasn't it all planned? Drink and suicide... =/ Now I'm apart from you again..

I'm so tired. You know I am..

你知道我多么的爱你吗？ Sibeh tauyan ni...

Life.

2011-05-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

Life is a choice... Either you want this or that. Apparently, you can't have what you want all the time. But still a choice is there. A path.. right and wrong. If you think there is no wrong path then I'll tell you there is left. We choose to be sad. We choose to feel. We choose to give birth. The only part that belongs to ourselves are our mind and heart cause your parents made your flesh... someone else made your clothes... someone else gets the ingredients for your meal. We need help.. Some of us refuse to accept help cause we want to be the one helping. If your tired of reading this, just close it... Don't read any further. You just did. You're still reading. Oh well... I have something I would love to let you guys know..

"I'm a human being and I am on this earth ready to die. I do not care what kind of sadness I will cause once I stop breathing because I know it won't last forever. I do not care what others feel anymore because they choose to feel that way. I do not care anymore for myself because I have given up. I have chosen my path and I chose to fail. I am not ashamed of it and I am just being my one true self. For once I don't want to do what I am told by others. For once, I want to not be sad. So set me free and let me be. Let my soul be separated from this body and let it go where it's supposed to."